I feel like this year is the first year I've really cracked down on school. Like really buckled down. It's a good feeling. I thought of all my past attempts to buckle down and get it together and laugh. Other times I look back with regret. It's hard for me to believe that almost 2 years ago that I had moved to Ogden thinking Weber would solve those problems. Although it was an ok, experience, I look back and regret it. It did nothing for me. But that was mostly because of my schedule and my overwhelming fear of school.
I guess I just want to be done with where I am and move forward. In the end, it will all be worth it. I look at all the people I know who had the fortitude to finish school. I admire them. I wish I had the same drive. But I'm starting to feel that my drive is no longer superficial but a heart-driven inspiration to change my circumstances.
But anywho........ Otherwise, all is well. I'll try to have a better post next time.
No promises.
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