I'm so glad school is over for this semester. Just like any semester of school, it's always stressing. I feel a lot more relieved now that it's over. It's somewhat of an accomplishing feeling. I was going to take classes in the summer to make up for missing classes last fall. But my financial situation is a lot more restrictive than I had planned. Hopefully, I'll be going to the U this fall. I'm tired of feeling empty every time I go to SLCC. It never feels like a real school.
Screw it. That stuff is mildly unpleasant to talk about anyway. I've got plenty to look forward to at least. I can't wait to go camping for Memorial weekend. It's my number one certain highlight of the year. I can always look forward to going out to the middle of no where to hunt, fish, four wheel, relax. Just do whatever I want as long as I'm hundreds of miles away from home. In June I'm going to Vegas with my best friends, which has me extremely excited. It will be the first guys trip I've been to since the desert parties of 06 and the senor California trip in 05. I have the opportunity to move to the new hospital in July, though I'm not sure if I will. I'm sure there is more to look forward to that I'm missing.
Now time for some random facts, I'm growing my hair out again for shits and giggles. I'm probably going to get glasses either this weekend or next week. Now how is that for craziness?
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Thursday, April 24, 2008
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
School is Almost Over! Yay!
The past couple of weeks have been stressful. Between school and work lately, it's been a bit of an uphill battle balancing them both efficiently. I cannot wait for the semester to be over. I cannot wait to have a break and finally go on vacation. Seems like forever since I have gotten away.
Luckily, Thursday is my next final and I can be done for a few weeks. Woot. It's what I need the most. I have had so much to write about, but have not had the time to log on and write it down. At this time of night I can't force myself to think clear enough to try to remember everything before.
Hope everyone else is doing well in school :)
Luckily, Thursday is my next final and I can be done for a few weeks. Woot. It's what I need the most. I have had so much to write about, but have not had the time to log on and write it down. At this time of night I can't force myself to think clear enough to try to remember everything before.
Hope everyone else is doing well in school :)
Monday, April 21, 2008
Screw You American Idol!
Next time I have someone tell me I look like "(insert name of dumb asshole here) from American Idol! You know that one kid thats from here in Utah!" That person is getting a swift unpleasant strike to their genitals.
I think I get that comment 3 times a day at work and at least once a day if I go out in public.
For the record, I don't want to be associated with some no-name dipshit who has the ability to sing someone else's song just as well as the person who originally sang it. Only in America do people get rewarded for copying someone else's work and pass it off as "talent". I don't want to say copying someone else's talent. Most of the songs those wannabe hacks sing are already originally shitty, made shittier by a no talent ass-jockey.
From Me With [hate] Love!
I think I get that comment 3 times a day at work and at least once a day if I go out in public.
For the record, I don't want to be associated with some no-name dipshit who has the ability to sing someone else's song just as well as the person who originally sang it. Only in America do people get rewarded for copying someone else's work and pass it off as "talent". I don't want to say copying someone else's talent. Most of the songs those wannabe hacks sing are already originally shitty, made shittier by a no talent ass-jockey.
From Me With [hate] Love!
Thursday, April 17, 2008
It's Been A Year
It's hard to believe that little over a year ago, I moved out of my parents for the first time. It seemed so surreal at the time. As if the whole moving out thing would only last like 3 weeks doomed to failure. But I can rightfully say that looking back, it feels like the 9 months stay only lasted 3 weeks. I miss having a place of my own.
I miss seeing my 2 best friends daily. I miss hanging out with them, even if all we did was lay around and drink beer. I miss walking through the door of that place with the mindset "this is mine." I miss doing whatever I want. (Not that I can't now, theres just more supervision) I miss sleeping easily without being woken up often. I miss the short drives home from work. I miss being able to have time to myself. (which is impossible at home)
I want to move out again. But alas, school and money both interrupt that wish. It's not bad at home. Things are great. I just miss having the feeling of freedom.
I miss seeing my 2 best friends daily. I miss hanging out with them, even if all we did was lay around and drink beer. I miss walking through the door of that place with the mindset "this is mine." I miss doing whatever I want. (Not that I can't now, theres just more supervision) I miss sleeping easily without being woken up often. I miss the short drives home from work. I miss being able to have time to myself. (which is impossible at home)
I want to move out again. But alas, school and money both interrupt that wish. It's not bad at home. Things are great. I just miss having the feeling of freedom.
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Making An Effort
I've made good of my word and have been working out for the past 3 weeks. I started running last week with my friend Brennon. The first day of running was so embarrassing. I actually used to be good at running for most of my school years until I got to college. In gym class in high school, I would at least be in the top 10 combined with all the other classes. In middle school, it was the same. In elementary school, I was known as the 2nd fastest kid in school. Ah yes, those were the days. However, last Thursday when I tried running for the first time, no one would have ever been able to tell I ever ran at all. I was weezing and coughing. I struggled to breathe after only one lap. It was so pathetic. The last 3 times I have been running have been more forgiving. With each passing day I'm less winded and am able to do 2 laps. It's rewarding to see results so quickly.
I have also been eating healthy for the past 3 weeks. (I know it freaks me out too.) This has helped tremendously. I feel like I have more energy and I feel like I'm seeing results in my over all body structure as well. Some of my uh......excess skin, fat if you will, seems to be slowly diminishing. Before long I won't be a chubby chud of a person. I always forget how easy it is for me to burn off the excess. The difficult part is keeping it off. (lousy unpredictable metabolism!)
Oh well, I feel good knowing that I'm giving it a whirl again. I don't want to look back on my life and refer to being 21 as "the year I started to really let myself go." I'm still young and there is no reason why I shouldn't be in shape. I just need to stick with it and try not to be derailed so easily.
I have also been eating healthy for the past 3 weeks. (I know it freaks me out too.) This has helped tremendously. I feel like I have more energy and I feel like I'm seeing results in my over all body structure as well. Some of my uh......excess skin, fat if you will, seems to be slowly diminishing. Before long I won't be a chubby chud of a person. I always forget how easy it is for me to burn off the excess. The difficult part is keeping it off. (lousy unpredictable metabolism!)
Oh well, I feel good knowing that I'm giving it a whirl again. I don't want to look back on my life and refer to being 21 as "the year I started to really let myself go." I'm still young and there is no reason why I shouldn't be in shape. I just need to stick with it and try not to be derailed so easily.
Monday, April 14, 2008
Spring Finally Feels Like It's Here
This weekend was beautiful. The weather was nice and warm. It was perfect.............Except for the fact I was working 12 hours in a place with no windows. Which I guess is just as well. I didn't want to be able to see outside and see all the fun and sunlight I was missing out on. I'm so excited to finally see warm weather. I hate the cold. The cold is my eternal enemy. The heat is my friend. I practically live in heat with my waterbed.
Seriously, there really is no point to this blog other than the fact that I'm excited that the warm weather has finally arrived. But alas, I do not get to enjoy it. On my first day off in days a nasty storm hits and makes everything cold for a few days. Damn you unpredictable spring! Warm? Cold? What is it?! Sigh......
I just want this month to be over. No ridiculous work shifts. No finals. After this week is over I'll be a lot better.
Seriously, there really is no point to this blog other than the fact that I'm excited that the warm weather has finally arrived. But alas, I do not get to enjoy it. On my first day off in days a nasty storm hits and makes everything cold for a few days. Damn you unpredictable spring! Warm? Cold? What is it?! Sigh......
I just want this month to be over. No ridiculous work shifts. No finals. After this week is over I'll be a lot better.
Thursday, April 10, 2008
Vacation Seems So Far Away.....
I just need to go on vacation soon. I won't get a chance to go anywhere until the end of May. I just want this semester to be over. I want this week to be over. Vacation away from all this just seem so far away.
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
The Survey I Would Ask Myself
I see that people post surveys on their blogs nowadays. The surveys typically consist of a large number of questions which only 10% are actually relevant/interesting. The surveys are supposed to let you get to know the survey taker a little more. However, the surveys fail to ask questions that I care about, such as: What did you eat for lunch? What is the nearest square thing to you? Lame. Lame. Lame. However, I will join in on this trendy blogging adventure under my own circumstances. I will compose my own survey to ask myself. The questions will be what I think people would want to know about me.
Enjoy my made up as I go, relevant survey of awesomeness and power.
1. Are you awesome?
Shit yeah I am. On a scale of 1-10 on the awesome scale (10 being the best) I would give myself a 22!......well I guess it makes me less awesome to brag. I’ll deduct 12 points from my awesome score to be fair. Leaving me at an honest gentleman’s 10.
2. Would you rather be a pirate or a ninja? (this seems pointless, but trust me, the question is revealing!)
A pirate of course. Pirates score all the ladies. Ninjas are masters of combat, but losers in the sack. Think about it, you always see pictures of pirates with saucy pirate wenches and beer. Ninjas get no such rewards.
3. Where were you born?
Definitely in a hospital. But if you’re talking about a city (which I am) it was in Salt Lake City, on the blessed day of November 18, 1986. I was the best thing the University Hospital had seen in decades!
4. Do you get distracted easily?
Why do we have tongues? I like cars from the 80’s. uhhhhh. To answer your question..... uhhh
5. What do you do for a living?
When I’m not out saving the world from distressing world events, I like to work in the ER. On the side, I sport a fake mustache and try to convince people I’m an oil tycoon with a heart of gold!
6. What do you do for fun?
Handling firearms in a safe but equally fun fashion is pretty sweet. I also enjoy playing music and writing trivial blogs that tend to waste the time of others.
7. What makes you sad?
Being hideously obese, watching others become hideously obese, and any movie Steven Segal says yes to.
8. Do you like to travel?
I thoroughly enjoy leaving my house on a daily basis. More so when I’m over 20 miles away and incredibly so when I’m thousands away!
9. Are you creepy?
Depends what you define as "creepy." I sure do enjoy stalking the occasional elderly lady from time to time, but I can assure you, my creepiness is low on the creepy scale. Like a 6!..............That’s kind of sad.
10. What do you look forward to in the future?
Being finished with school. It’s about a decade away from happening but damn it, I can be hopeful! I can accomplish my dream of being allegedly valuable, but do as little work as possible.
11. Would you qualify yourself as lazy?
I’ll answer that question with a question: Is there any other way of living?
12. Do you get mad easily?
Only if you say anything that I don’t agree with......And I only get mad at people who spell their name with letters.....speaking of which. Fuck you all!...............to answer your [my] question, no, not really.
13. Do you like to meet new people?
I only like to meet people who are interesting and do interesting things, such as: harpooning whales, hunting lumberjacks, and wrestle with Mexicans.
14. Are you emotional?
Not really. I tend to bottle it all up until it explodes as uncontrollable rage. But don’t worry, I only explode in places where no one would care, like a swap meat or a children’s clothing store.
15. Are you tolerant?
Generally, yes. (except for idiots) I try to be towards idiots. But it’s so hard when idiots tend to cripple my capacity to feel joy.
16. Are you sarcastic?
Sarcasm is out. Being an asshole is in.
17. Are you a happy person?
Actually, yes. I’m very happy with my life. I do enjoy life quite thoroughly.
18. Do you have any regrets?
Life is too short to live with regrets. If my live was about 100 years longer, than yeah, I would say I would have regrets. Now that I think about it, I regret letting my friends take pictures of me doing anything remotely embarrassing. Lousy bastards.
19. What do you like to do for fun?
Anything that requires food, not moving frequently, and explosions. (ideally)
20. If you could have one wish, what would it be?
To have the ability to concoct new ways to gain more wishes. Then I’d trade it all for a little more.
That is my survey of awesomeness. Maybe I’ll concoct and post another survey. Until then, comment my thoroughly [shitty and false] blog.
Enjoy my made up as I go, relevant survey of awesomeness and power.
1. Are you awesome?
Shit yeah I am. On a scale of 1-10 on the awesome scale (10 being the best) I would give myself a 22!......well I guess it makes me less awesome to brag. I’ll deduct 12 points from my awesome score to be fair. Leaving me at an honest gentleman’s 10.
2. Would you rather be a pirate or a ninja? (this seems pointless, but trust me, the question is revealing!)
A pirate of course. Pirates score all the ladies. Ninjas are masters of combat, but losers in the sack. Think about it, you always see pictures of pirates with saucy pirate wenches and beer. Ninjas get no such rewards.
3. Where were you born?
Definitely in a hospital. But if you’re talking about a city (which I am) it was in Salt Lake City, on the blessed day of November 18, 1986. I was the best thing the University Hospital had seen in decades!
4. Do you get distracted easily?
Why do we have tongues? I like cars from the 80’s. uhhhhh. To answer your question..... uhhh
5. What do you do for a living?
When I’m not out saving the world from distressing world events, I like to work in the ER. On the side, I sport a fake mustache and try to convince people I’m an oil tycoon with a heart of gold!
6. What do you do for fun?
Handling firearms in a safe but equally fun fashion is pretty sweet. I also enjoy playing music and writing trivial blogs that tend to waste the time of others.
7. What makes you sad?
Being hideously obese, watching others become hideously obese, and any movie Steven Segal says yes to.
8. Do you like to travel?
I thoroughly enjoy leaving my house on a daily basis. More so when I’m over 20 miles away and incredibly so when I’m thousands away!
9. Are you creepy?
Depends what you define as "creepy." I sure do enjoy stalking the occasional elderly lady from time to time, but I can assure you, my creepiness is low on the creepy scale. Like a 6!..............That’s kind of sad.
10. What do you look forward to in the future?
Being finished with school. It’s about a decade away from happening but damn it, I can be hopeful! I can accomplish my dream of being allegedly valuable, but do as little work as possible.
11. Would you qualify yourself as lazy?
I’ll answer that question with a question: Is there any other way of living?
12. Do you get mad easily?
Only if you say anything that I don’t agree with......And I only get mad at people who spell their name with letters.....speaking of which. Fuck you all!...............to answer your [my] question, no, not really.
13. Do you like to meet new people?
I only like to meet people who are interesting and do interesting things, such as: harpooning whales, hunting lumberjacks, and wrestle with Mexicans.
14. Are you emotional?
Not really. I tend to bottle it all up until it explodes as uncontrollable rage. But don’t worry, I only explode in places where no one would care, like a swap meat or a children’s clothing store.
15. Are you tolerant?
Generally, yes. (except for idiots) I try to be towards idiots. But it’s so hard when idiots tend to cripple my capacity to feel joy.
16. Are you sarcastic?
Sarcasm is out. Being an asshole is in.
17. Are you a happy person?
Actually, yes. I’m very happy with my life. I do enjoy life quite thoroughly.
18. Do you have any regrets?
Life is too short to live with regrets. If my live was about 100 years longer, than yeah, I would say I would have regrets. Now that I think about it, I regret letting my friends take pictures of me doing anything remotely embarrassing. Lousy bastards.
19. What do you like to do for fun?
Anything that requires food, not moving frequently, and explosions. (ideally)
20. If you could have one wish, what would it be?
To have the ability to concoct new ways to gain more wishes. Then I’d trade it all for a little more.
That is my survey of awesomeness. Maybe I’ll concoct and post another survey. Until then, comment my thoroughly [shitty and false] blog.
Monday, April 7, 2008
Bigfoot vs. Santa Clause
What is the difference between those two things? What is the difference between bigfoot and Santa Clause? The answer: Plenty of adults still believe in bigfoot. I don't know if everyone saw the same special on bigfoot on the history channel, or bigfoot is a spring time topic. Because lately, (I mean the past couple of days) Everyone has been talking about bigfoot and asking me if I think he exists!
No! No! No! I used to believe when I was younger. But when I was younger I also used to believe I would grow up to be a rockstar, surrounded by beautiful women and money I wouldn't have otherwise earned. After I say "no" there is a slight gasp followed by the question "why don't you believe?"
If you really must know why bigfoot is no more real than Santa, the toothfairy, and peace on earth, then here are my top reasons.
1. We have yet to find a heaping pile of bigfoot shit! A large animal like that has to throw down some pretty hearty crap. Yet, none has been found in fossilized, fresh, or even decomposed form.
2. Bigfoot's diet would be large (based on estimated size) whether he was a carnivore, herbivore, or even both. There is no substantial decrease in plant or animal life where bigfoot supposedly is. No mangled deer, no large patches of plants gone. Nothing.
3. We have yet to find a corpse of bigfoot. According to bigfoot "experts" there has to be more than just one due to the number of "sightings." If that were true, then eventually a dead one would show up somewhere. It wouldn't matter how it died, but it sure as hell doesn't bury itself. It definitely isn't immortal and the lifespan can't be too long due to the size of the supposed creature.
4. The human population is so large, people have run into the most elusive, cunning, and shy animals by accident. From a rare wolf species to eagles, humans have seen them despite how hard they are to find. Yet, the human population has yet to run into a 7 foot tall hairy thing that hangs out in the woods and is capable of never being in focus. How elusive can something that big be? No one has shot one yet. Though, some argue it would take a large caliber to take down bigfoot, I disagree. The same caliber guns used on deer, elk, and bear are also used on elephants, rhinos, and other large game. It would have no reason not to take down a large ape. No one has taken CREDIBLE pictures or video.
5. No the government has nothing to do with it! The government could give two shits less about an ape in the forest. The government has no reason to cover up bigfoot! How would that benefit the American people? They sure aren't training them to fight in Iraq. They aren't experimenting on them secretly for no real secret reason. The government theory is pure idiocy.
There. I ruined bigfoot for believers. Now never talk to me about this subject again.
No! No! No! I used to believe when I was younger. But when I was younger I also used to believe I would grow up to be a rockstar, surrounded by beautiful women and money I wouldn't have otherwise earned. After I say "no" there is a slight gasp followed by the question "why don't you believe?"
If you really must know why bigfoot is no more real than Santa, the toothfairy, and peace on earth, then here are my top reasons.
1. We have yet to find a heaping pile of bigfoot shit! A large animal like that has to throw down some pretty hearty crap. Yet, none has been found in fossilized, fresh, or even decomposed form.
2. Bigfoot's diet would be large (based on estimated size) whether he was a carnivore, herbivore, or even both. There is no substantial decrease in plant or animal life where bigfoot supposedly is. No mangled deer, no large patches of plants gone. Nothing.
3. We have yet to find a corpse of bigfoot. According to bigfoot "experts" there has to be more than just one due to the number of "sightings." If that were true, then eventually a dead one would show up somewhere. It wouldn't matter how it died, but it sure as hell doesn't bury itself. It definitely isn't immortal and the lifespan can't be too long due to the size of the supposed creature.
4. The human population is so large, people have run into the most elusive, cunning, and shy animals by accident. From a rare wolf species to eagles, humans have seen them despite how hard they are to find. Yet, the human population has yet to run into a 7 foot tall hairy thing that hangs out in the woods and is capable of never being in focus. How elusive can something that big be? No one has shot one yet. Though, some argue it would take a large caliber to take down bigfoot, I disagree. The same caliber guns used on deer, elk, and bear are also used on elephants, rhinos, and other large game. It would have no reason not to take down a large ape. No one has taken CREDIBLE pictures or video.
5. No the government has nothing to do with it! The government could give two shits less about an ape in the forest. The government has no reason to cover up bigfoot! How would that benefit the American people? They sure aren't training them to fight in Iraq. They aren't experimenting on them secretly for no real secret reason. The government theory is pure idiocy.
There. I ruined bigfoot for believers. Now never talk to me about this subject again.
Sunday, April 6, 2008
Glasses
So I'm probably going to get glasses either this week or next. Depends when my doctor can get me in. I'm not blind. But working graves makes my eyes insanely tired. Throughout the night it becomes harder and harder to see clearly. Thusly, I need glasses to pick up the slack of my lazy and tired eyes. I never thought I would have to get glasses. I don't look good in glasses. It's not that I would wear them all the time or that frequently.
But still, I'm already a nerd/dork. The glasses aren't going to help my cause.
Interesting huh?
But still, I'm already a nerd/dork. The glasses aren't going to help my cause.
Interesting huh?
Saturday, April 5, 2008
Working on Friday Blows
I used to work Friday's all the time with my old jobs. Now that I have a job where I get to pick my hours, I have been rather spoiled by having to almost never work Friday's. Every now and then I would pick up a Friday shift. Every time I picked up a Friday shift, I hated it. We are usually busy beyond reason with the worst patients. Tonight hasn't been bad. But what I forgot about that makes working Friday nights so bad is the traffic.
Driving to LDS Hospital from my house is about 20 minutes away. It would be 45 minutes if I was still driving the Geo and almost an hour with the bus. Typically, going to downtown Salt Lake is easy during 5 o clock traffic. Everyone is coming home from work from the downtown area. However, on Fridays, it's a much different story. Driving to the hospital on Friday is an awful satanic experience that cripples my capacity to feel joy. Everyone drives so horrible and reckless.
That's pretty much all I was getting at this entire time. I hate working Fridays because traffic blows goats.
The End.
Driving to LDS Hospital from my house is about 20 minutes away. It would be 45 minutes if I was still driving the Geo and almost an hour with the bus. Typically, going to downtown Salt Lake is easy during 5 o clock traffic. Everyone is coming home from work from the downtown area. However, on Fridays, it's a much different story. Driving to the hospital on Friday is an awful satanic experience that cripples my capacity to feel joy. Everyone drives so horrible and reckless.
That's pretty much all I was getting at this entire time. I hate working Fridays because traffic blows goats.
The End.
Friday, April 4, 2008
Working Out
For some people, it's easy to work out. They like it because it makes them feel good about themselves. Then there is people like me, where you have to really fight against you're [lazy tendencies] busy schedule to get it done. So far I've done well and seen some good results in a week. I lose the excess fat easy but it's hard to keep it off.
Bleh. I did this same routine for months when I lived out at the apartment. It worked out really well. The big problem with me is, if I get thrown off track just once, It's hard for me to get back on it.
I keep telling myself it will all be worth it so I don't think I look like some chubby American bastard. Well I'm a man of my word, and I will keep at this as long as I can, if not improve at it.
Bleh. I did this same routine for months when I lived out at the apartment. It worked out really well. The big problem with me is, if I get thrown off track just once, It's hard for me to get back on it.
I keep telling myself it will all be worth it so I don't think I look like some chubby American bastard. Well I'm a man of my word, and I will keep at this as long as I can, if not improve at it.
Thursday, April 3, 2008
Interview Canceled
So I was supposed to interview for the lead EMT position for LDS ER today. Only me and one other person have applied to lead what will be a 7 person team in May. They canceled the interview because the supervisor got stuck in meetings with hospital inspectors. Which was ok, I guess. But I really wanted to get the interview out of the way. I'm probably not going to get it since the person I'm running against has more experience. And really, in all honesty, is much more qualified to do the job than I. ha ha. I'm not sure if I could be the lead tech. I imagine I would screw up a lot more than I should.
I just wanted to give it a shot. Do something new. I have some ideas that I think would help make the job a little more enjoyable. Thats about all I got. I guess I'll just have to wait and see what happens when they reschedule my interview.
I just wanted to give it a shot. Do something new. I have some ideas that I think would help make the job a little more enjoyable. Thats about all I got. I guess I'll just have to wait and see what happens when they reschedule my interview.
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
I'm Bad at Being Tired
I deal with being tired so very poorly. More so than others. Other people have the ability to still flourish with little hours of sleep. Whereas I crash hard. When I'm tired, all the bad things in my life tend to bother me more often. Not that I have a lot of bad things going, but it tends to hit harder when I'm tired. I have a severe inability to deal with stress, and life in general when I'm tired. I'm sure this is the case for some people, but I rarely see it as bad as I take it. I'm in a bad mood most of the day I'm tired. I don't take it out on others. I'm still nice to those around me, but those who know me know there is something wrong.
Most people say, "just get a good night's rest". It's not that easy when you work graves full time while going to school full time as well. Then other people say "then don't work graves." It's not that easy either. I do like working graves for the most part. Plus there is only 3 shifts available. The 06-1800 is not an option. It screws school right out of the picture. I'm not a morning person. The 12-24 shift is all but taken by more senior staff. Plus they will be getting rid of that shift due to budget cuts. It will only be mornings and graves for almost a year. "Get a new job." Also not a an option. For once in my life, I actually like my job and the people I work with. The graves work with my school schedule.
Sigh. I hate to complain since I'm so rarely this tired. But I can't stand these days where I'm too tired to handle the problems I'm faced with. I hate the days where I'm not strong enough to do what is needed of me. I still have so much to do the next couple of days. I can say goodbye to sleep till Saturday. I look forward to that day.
Most people say, "just get a good night's rest". It's not that easy when you work graves full time while going to school full time as well. Then other people say "then don't work graves." It's not that easy either. I do like working graves for the most part. Plus there is only 3 shifts available. The 06-1800 is not an option. It screws school right out of the picture. I'm not a morning person. The 12-24 shift is all but taken by more senior staff. Plus they will be getting rid of that shift due to budget cuts. It will only be mornings and graves for almost a year. "Get a new job." Also not a an option. For once in my life, I actually like my job and the people I work with. The graves work with my school schedule.
Sigh. I hate to complain since I'm so rarely this tired. But I can't stand these days where I'm too tired to handle the problems I'm faced with. I hate the days where I'm not strong enough to do what is needed of me. I still have so much to do the next couple of days. I can say goodbye to sleep till Saturday. I look forward to that day.
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