The Answer: This Guy!!!
It's that time of the month where I do the life update and such.
First off, I want to thank the 13 people who are subscribed to my blog. It means a lot for me to think my writing is semi-interesting to read and that many of you want to keep up with it. Makes me want to do writing for a living. (Something I've been considering a lot lately) Bust aside from that, life is still ok. I think I'm more stressed than I'm willing to admit. Mostly about my job and finances. Even though I'm out of debt, It's hard to save up money while constantly paying my bills and maintaining my van. I'm back to working ridiculous long hours at my job again, which blows a ton. I hate my job as we all know and staying there for long amounts of hours doesn't really help me much. Rest assured, I'm still trying to find a job. :)
It helps a lot that school is over. It's good to hang out with my amigos a little more and do crazy random shit again. It helps take my mind off things. Whether it's screaming really loud like a pack of rabid horny apes or randomly driving to Wyoming for non other than fireworks, every second helps keep my sanity. I could really use a vacation. I'm going camping in 10 days like every year. Which gets me super excited because I love camping. I think that after this month, things will really start to shape up for me. I'll work more consistantly to get money, hopefully I'll get more job interviews, meet new people, and of course more adventures.
I feel a lot better since I've pushed a few people from my life. I'm not dealing with as much crap as I used to. People playing cheap mind games, guilt trips to manipulate, pointless drama, high school drama, etc. I'm moving past all that. So I guess you could say, life is still pretty good. Even though a crappy job and not having a lot of money sucks, it could be worse. (Ever heard of a Turkish prison?)
Though I'll admit, a girl has been on my mind lately who pretty much has been the past year or so. If not longer. I pushed her out for a while and now I'm being a sucker and letting her fall back into my mind. It sucks that she is still in my mind after all this time. Especially since things won't work. It doesn't make me miserable, but it would help if she wasn't on my mind anymore. I think a lot of it is the lack of meeting anyone else worth while the past 6 months or so. But of course, I'm not trying real hard either. It's a double edged sword I suppose. That's one thing I hope to accomplish in the next month. Just getting her out of my mind completely.
Aside from all that, the summer is practically here and the days are just beautiful. I love warm summer nights. Now I can harass people in my van by cover of darkness knowing that 1. I won't freeze to death. and 2. I can at least roll down my windows without regretting it. Let's not forget the vast amounts of fast food that will be eaten and making me fatter. There is a good possibility that I will even buy a moped in the future so I can save on gas. I don't know what it is about me and purchasing vehicles that typically don't attract any form of chicks (except conservative Euro trash chicks with hairy armpits....... Damn hippies) I hope to paintball a lot more this summer too. It's a sport that makes it so shooting and harming your buddies is more fun than ever and not deadly either. My last thing to accomplish by August is to figure out what chemical in Starbucks coffee makes you forget you're paying 4 dollars just for a cup of coffe. Bastards!
Anyway, that's all from me. Thanks for reading :)
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