These are my last two weeks of not being age 25. The age of 25 has always been scary to me because it marks being a quarter of a century old and signals the downhill of your 20's. They seemed to have gone by so fast. Before I know it, I'll be in my 30's with kids and maybe facial hair. I always pictured myself being so much different at the age of 25. I'm not sure how I will feel soon telling people I'm 25, live with my parents, still working on a degree and still working in an entry level job. Bleh. I don't relish those upcoming moments, but I only have myself to blame for not getting it together sooner. But it's ok. I've got it all together now and for the most part, I'm secure with where I am in life and where I'm going.
Positively speaking, I'm excited for this weekend which will hopefully be full of seeing friends and eating bad food. I shouldn't look forward to the bad food since I just worked my ass off to get to my current state of fitness. But I figure it's a special occasion that warrants the use of beer and greasy foods. That's how I will justify it. Then I'll just be good until my birthday which will probably involve both beer and bad foods again. I'll just need to be good after that too since Thanksgiving is less than a week after that. It will be a challenging month for my waistline and prospective muscle-building attempts. However, I'm still pretty happy about the weight I've been at the past year and a half. Even when I gained 18 lbs over the summer I still didn't look bad and still looked skinny compared to pictures from 2 years ago when I should have been in good shape as well. I plan on being as meticulous as possible regarding my fitness. I want to stay in shape and not fade back into being a fat slob.
On a downer note, the news tells me that snow is coming to the valley tonight and for the weekend. I hate snow, I hate winter. I cannot reiterate this enough. I have absolutely nothing to do in the winter except for becoming an angry legendary shut-in. Every day is a new reminder that winter is starting to slowly make it's away across the border of Fall and into Winter. Maybe I can pick up some new hobby for the winter like sculpting dirty objects out of snow or find ways to recreate Summer-like conditions in my home without using the heater or mind altering drugs.
Anywho, I'll end this boring post now.
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