I've been back to work for less than a week and already I can sense a general change in how I feel. Mornings have been a generally good influence on me. I haven't been as angry or tired as I thought I would be. In fact, I've been quite the opposite. Everyone has noticed I've been upbeat lately. Though I wonder if that's because my body is just happy to be on a regular schedule, or the vast amounts of coffee I drink to keep from feeling tired. Who knows.
But once thing is for certain, this has been a most positive change for me. I miss my graveyard amigos, but being awake during the day isn't so bad. The big thing I have to complain about is having to deal with daytime traffic. That sends me to the fast track to a deadly aneurysm. I have such bad road rage it's not even funny. But that's beside the point.
The point is, I feel better about..........everything. Maybe I only feel that way because this is new. Perhaps in the coming months I will be back where I started from and be angry all over again. But what if this is the change I need to help get my life back on track? Who knows. For now, I feel great about this.
Want to know the crazy thing? I was awake at 0730 today........and it was my day off! Crazy right? I never thought I would be one of those people. I've always been a night person. Going to bed early was always so impossible for me when I was much younger. Now it doesn't seem like such a chore. Now it just feels right to fall asleep at a reasonable time and be up at an early time to start my day.
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