Update On My Shit

It's been a generally good couple of weeks. I've gotten so much accomplished lately. But what shall I start with?

School has been crazy. I'm only taking an accelerated math course that is pretty much kicking my ass in the worst way. (As opposed to get my ass kicked in the best way?) Math is my worst all time subject. Thankfully this accelerated course only goes to the 19th of this month. After it's done, I can go back to a normal 3 in a row schedule at work. I'm not sure if I'll be done for the semester or not after that class. I might take another accelerated class to fill in the other half of my semester. But I'm quite undecided on that. I've been feeling more inspired lately to pursue medicine, but I'm not sure if those moments are fleeting or not.

Work has been ok. Which is good I guess. Nothing particularly shitty to complain about. I do know for sure that I need a vacation. A long one. Somewhere. Anywhere. I just need a week off to relax and forget about everything for a while. But I think I can hold out a little bit longer. I feel like night shifts are starting to get old and wear on me much more lately. It's as if they have taken a lot out of my life. I have considered going to dreadful mornings next schedule. Maybe I can start having a life again. Maybe lose the dark bags under my eyes and some sleep-related stress. I'm not much of a morning person at all. In fact, I'm a terrible morning person. I'm a grumpy asshole and don't wake up easily. But I've been craving to see the sun and be on a regular schedule lately. I've concocted a plan to hopefully implement some swing shifts at my work so maybe I won't have to wake up so early if I have to start doing earlier shifts. I doubt it will work since the budget is in a complete mess. But it's worth a shot. Plus I hate working graves at my normal job then going to my PRN job, tired and incapable of doing simple tasks correctly. I feel like an out of place dumbass. I don't think this will solve all my problems. But maybe a more normal schedule will help me stabilize some.

Other miscellaneous crap has been going on. I fixed my back tail light on my car. That has been awesome. I hated driving around without a tail light. I was so afraid of getting pulled over all the time. I got new tires for it, cleaned out the inside, got an expensive oil change with a bunch of other fluid changes. All I have to do now is replace my windshield and my car will drive like it's brand new. It's been accomplishing fixing my car. It really needed it. I really needed to do it instead of putting it off.

I recently bought a brand new TV which I love dearly. It's nice and large flat screen that beats the crap out of my old TV which was a heavy dinosaur. Weighed easily 150 lbs. The pictures is amazing. Plus it's forced me to reorganize my room which makes it look so much nicer and roomier. (Posting this very fact is probably setting me up to get robbed.) I've also been trying to put in more effort to hang out with my friends more often. I have missed them a lot. Their company. How I don't feel so out of place in the world when I'm with them. It's nice to talk to people who are generally like-minded. I guess I have missed having my own personal social life. Recently I went to Groves Market and got a massive sandwich with some good friends. So freaking good! It was nice just to be out despite my lack of sleep.

I was going to post the picture of the sandwich on here, but I figured I probably shouldn't. Seems pointless. I figure a picture of a sandwich isn't going to do much to entice anyone to read this crap any more than usual. While my car was getting fixed, I got to drive a rental car which turned out to be a sweet Dodge Charger. Apparently muscle cars ignite my loins in vaguely creepy ways that I'm not ready to understand yet. Well, not really. But the point is, I enjoyed driving a sweet brand new car that was super fast and huge! It has reignited my interest in wanting a new car like a Jeep Wrangler or something. But I've decided that I will pay off my Nissan first so I can keep it around. It's been an awesome car and would make a great back up. But of course, with my recent bouts of inspiration, it seems I find inspiration to do just about everything. Even as I type this in the hospital cafeteria, I passed by an ad to rent out a condo. It renewed my interest to move out, stop looking like such a fucking bum loser. I'm practically a quarter of a century old. But I can't really afford to live by myself like I would want. No roommates. Just me. That would be sweet. But just like the car, moving out probably won't happen any time soon. But oh well. One step at a time. I get ahead of myself sometimes. I have got to stop doing that.

Hmmmmmmm

What other pointless chatter can I fill in this ongoing void here?

I think that just about covers it. I'll try to post more pictures on here but it's not looking too likely. I don't have much to take pictures of really. Most of my inane rants don't require photo documentation. But still, I'll try. I'm sure like a child's book, this blog is easier to read if there is pictures. So I will work on that.

Stay classy and thanks for stopping by.