Today, I feel good. I don't know why. But I do. I have had a lot better mindset lately. Even though my friends have moved or are now too busy, I have really kept my head above the water. Maybe today, I realized that everything is going to be ok. Not like I didn't think so before. I was a little scared a little before, but I wasn't shaken from my confidence. Even though my world is changing and much will change, there is no use for me to live in the past. There is nothing I can change there. At least I can improve in the future and work toward my goals and being a better person. Rather than dwell on my negative experiences, I harness them. I learn from them and become stronger. Yeah, things won't always be easy, and college will be hard and trying. But for the first time in a long time, I know I can handle things. I know that whatever is up ahead, difficult for fun, I can take it. Not alone all the time. I am no longer discouraged by the unfamiliar realms of new life and school. I know now what I need to do to make myself.
Today, I realized that everyone is starting middle school/high school and I would just like to say.................It sucks to be you. I am so glad I am out of that needlessly dramatic pisshole. There is some aspects of it I will miss of course. But for the most part, I am happy I am out of there. I realized that today as I ate Taco Bell at noon and realized, wow, I have no where to be for a while. This is great. Taco Bell never tasted so good at that point. So to all of you still in high school, have fun and live it up. and to everyone else. goodbye
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