So yeah.....
I've decided now that things are going great now. Things are kind of where they should be. I've got awesome friends that I hang out with a lot. i.e Kyle, Brennon, Matt, Jeff and a few others. Many adventures have been had. Particularly over winter break. I'll have to dedicate another blog to those adventures later on. I tried once and it didn't get posted because myspace was being gay that day. But recently it's just been chilling with my good friends, going to college which is going great, got drunk for the first time, rockin out with some buddies trying to form a new band, I might be moving out soon, got a new car........
Allow me to expand on my new car for a moment. I got a 1980 VW Camper Deluxe II Van. It's bright yellow, it has a fridge, a sink, a stove, and 2 beds. One folds out from the couch, and my roof pops out into one as well. It's pretty much a sex machine. Only fault I have with it, is that it has no heater. So pretty much I get grudge raped in my van by the unforgivingly cold winter weather Utah has. Oh well. I'm pretty much in love with my van. It's not fast. It's not a muscle car. It's not an incredible chick magnet, but I love it.
It feels like I almost have everything only I'm lacking one thing. It's been so minor to me lately I just haven't cared. But since it's the only thing left I feel like I don't have right now it's kind of big. I don't really have a girl in my life. I didn't really care for a while. I'm not sure if I want a relationship. Though, it would be kind of cool to have that kind of stability, I'm not sure if I'm ready. A piece of me is, and that piece of me isn't going to settle for less at all. I want to be happy with someone. The piece that isn't is the one that's telling me, just stay single, play the fields. Not that it matters if I do. I haven't really gotten much from that anyway. But I dunno. It's weird. It's not really a big deal. It just feels like thats the only thing I'm lacking.
I'm happy. Which is unusual considering I'm generally angry or depressed in the winter. Winter tends to bring out the worst in me every year. But I'm in a great mood most of the time. I have great friends. So hopefully it stays like this. Peace out bitches!
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